1am Update

Benny just woke up. It’s 1 am. It’s dark I can only feel Benny and smell his sweet scent as he lay next to me in bed. I feel Benny’s hair all over my pillows and bed as it begins to fall out. With every turn more sheds. As I caress his head I can only feel the absence of his luscious golden delicious locks. I am scared what the morning light will bring. However, I do know that with every hair that Hashem removes it is a sign that the Refuah is taking effect IH . It is the beginning of Benny’s new and healthy growth system.

It is comforting to me as well that Hashem has chosen for his hair to fall out the week of Lag Baomer.

This is the only time of year that we celebrate the cutting of a child’s hair.

The only difference for Binyomin Chaim is that his parents or grandparents did not snip his first locks, his ultimate Father, Hashem did!

In that zechus May the Almighty bring Binyomin Chaim Ben Faigie Sarah’s refuah shlema Bkorov.

Please continue to daven and do what ever else you are doing towards Benny’s refuah shlema.

All my Love,

Faigie Brecher



4 thoughts on “1am Update

  1. I want you to know that Benny belongs to all of us! We love him and are davening that his Refuah will come quickly and joyfully. We are saying Tehilim every day, making Meshuberachs in shul. Extra kavana by asher yatzar Having family going to Meron at the kever of Rabbi Shimon bar Yochai on Lag B’Omer to daven for Binyomin Chaim Ben Faigie Sara for his complete Refuah!!!!! We believe that we will share together the yeshuah of his Refuah and see him grow up in good health L’Torah, Chuppah and Ma’asim Tovim Amen V’ken Yehi Ratzon!!!

  2. Each word that comes from your heart is transferred to mine. I know you lay awake night after night worrying, thinking, wondering about this new journey in your life as well as the entire family.
    Alway, remember we are all going on the ride with you.
    We will be there every step of the way.
    The strength really comes through you! This website shows your emunah in Hashem. It shows the kindness that has been bestowed upon you!
    All of these wonderful people are doing such acts of chesed in the merit that
    Little Benny is given a full refuah. This blog will remind you how much chesed is in the world. Hopefully, it will give strength to others as well.
    We should hear only good news. And in the merit of everyone’s chesed past and present may you be blessed to have nachas from Benny, a big refuah Sheleimah. Joy from all your children. May all the people praying and helping you be blessed with the greatest blessings of life.

  3. Dear Faigie,

    I’m in Meron now davening by Rabbi Shimon bar Yachai asking him to beg hashem to bring a quick and complete refuah for Binyomin Chaim Ben Faigie Sarah. 

    May you continue just seeing and hearing good progress. 

    All the best,
    Avrumie Gross

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